I'm only human...

I am only human and I can't change my past or write my future, God had it all written out for me and I wouldn't trade it for the world... I have lied, cheated and sinned...  Lord knows that I'm not perfect.  I AM ONLY HUMAN!!! I make mistakes and fall many times but God always picks me up and dusts me off... I have fornicated before marriage and regret it but, don't regret it... I was tricked into it. (Well, I let myself get tricked into it.) I may fall but God picks me up off the floor and I'm greatful for that!!! Thank you Jesus!!!

If i had listened to my mother...

You know those times where you wish that your mom would just be quiet and let you live your life?  Well, I had that moment a couple of years ago and I should have listened... My mom was right about the guy I was dating (I hate that ) he didn't love God, or me... he would go far away to "work" and I would have my doubts about it... and my mom always told me  "make sure he isn't cheating on you" which, I was a fool to think that I knew everything about him and I knew deep in my heart that something just wasn't right about our relationship...  but I brushed it off and ignored the heedings of my mom, and now I am single for the moment and he is in another relationship... ( with a hippe hobo with dreadlocks and is white like him.) and I am glad to be single again and wait for the man that God has prepared for me in the future...  and yes, my mom can say "I told you so" now... I'm sorry mom!!!