I get that I don't know how to let go easy but, I will admit that it's hard for me to simply let Juan go!!! You don't stop loving someone who is supposed to be your soulmate!!! We were so connected when we were dating and then I text him from a different number and tell him who I am, and he threatens me with a restraining order!?!?!?! WTF!!! I didn't even do anything remotely harmful to him and he is threatening me with a restraining order??? What... the... Fuck...??? It's not like I am trying to physically harm him, I am just texting him!!! That is my MAIN PROBLEM, I CAN'T LET GO!!!! Lord help me to get betrer at that!? I just hope and pray that God brings us back together in the future 🙏 🙌!!! But, a fucking restraing order???! Seriously??? I can forgive but I won't forget about what he is doing to me in this time of my life!!!
