Have Faith!!!!

Just when you feel all hope is lost and there is nothing else that can help you, God sends some sort of little blessing your way... Whether it be a friend, some food, a word of encouragement or even for some-money. God is there no matter how low you may feel.

I just want to say that alot has been going on in my life not just to me, but to alot of people I love. I just want to be their guiding light and encourage them that God is in control. We may want something done in our timing but we have to know and understand that God doesnt do what we want when we want but He is right on time!

I know my aunt and uncle have been going through it but God has had them every step of the way. When they least expect it, the Lords blessings will rain down like manna from heaven! I know my mom has been going through a battle of not only her physical well being, but of financial and spiritual battles too. She may be sad, but God has her too. God is not going to bring them so far to leave them now!

It may seem irrelevant but I have a little story to share, about me...... I can remember a time when I was younger when my family was not doing good financially. My parents were out of work and we barely had anything. We lived on beans, rice and some cheap hamburger meats that were questionable, lol. Although I did not know it at the time or have the understanding of it, God had my family. It took time and having been encouraged and had faith but my family has and never had gone without!

I just wrote all this to basically say. When in doubt, trust in God! He has your back even when you dont realize that he does. Be full of faith and joy, because when you least expect it God will move in your life and do things in your favor!!!

By God

Yesterday at church it came to my attention that alot of statistics were against me.... I should have been rebellious to the point of turning to gangs, I should have been having sex and doing alot of bad things.... But by the Grace of God I am here and have not joined a gang, and have saved myself for marriage...

There have been alot of things that have gone on in my life that, yes I am not proud of but I realize that I had to go through it for a reason... It was a part of Gods plan for my life... I know that I have left alot of mystery to what I am writing but its only because I dont feel like my story is ready yet...

I am glad that God kept me even through the hardest of times and kept me from being another teenage statistic. If it had not been for God, where would I be??? I have thought about this quite a bit. I may have been in a gang hurting people and doing some very horrible things. I was a very intimidating (looking) person. One reason is because at the time of my early teen years, I was very big and very tall. (Now I must say i am a mere 5'3 and some girls that are much younger than me are taller and look older-LOL)

I could have been having sex with multiple people and possibly been having children left and right... One thing i was always told, even before going to church, was that I was to wait for marriage (one thing my mom instilled in me). But with all the temptations in life, I could have simply just had sex. BY God and by my own self, I have held on to my precious gift. One day I will find my God-send and that will be a special thing between us, but as of now my purity is in tact.

I wrote all of this which may seem pointless to some or confusing to others, just to say that had it not been for God and the many good people in my life encouraging me to do whats right. I am glad to be in Gods presence and to be another person who fought the stereo-type and statistics! One day I will write my life story but as of now, this is all I can share. But all in all, Thank You JESUS!!!!

Just a little something that I wrote about my crush/guitar playing friend Armando Adames!!!❤

I thought I would write a little blog in the spirit of Thanksgiving, but as i sit here to type I dont have much in mind to write but of simple things I am thankful for. So it may look just like a list, it may turn into some big blog, I am not sure but we will just wait and see. So here I go....

I am thankful for my family! I know we may not be perfect but we have our moments of crazy random fun, our serious ones and yes even drama, but it wouldnt make us as strong as we are if we had not gone through it all. 

I am thankful for my friends! I may not have an endless supply but the friends I do have mean so much to me!!! They have stuck with me through my good and bad times, there to encourage me and gave me a shoulder to cry on when I needed it!!! I love them all to death.

I am thankful for all the opportunities I have had in life! Whether it be a job or a learning experience, I am greatful. Any thing given in my life I have learned to be happy with and I am...

I am thankful for my freedom and liberty to do as I please!!! That includes me being able to freely love God and go to the best church ever! I can freely go out and have fun without having to worry about being attacked or bombed. Daily I pray for the people going through all of that in other countries.

I am thankful for life!!! There have probably been a bunch of times I should have died, many times I stupidly tried to take my own, but I am glad i am still here. Dealing with Diabetes and Depression have been a major struggle but I am getting through it day by day... I am glad that i have come this far in life, if I hadnt then I would have never had met some of my friends, met my boyfriend and had the life experiences that I have had. Life is but a vapor so I am choosing to live it to the fullest and be.......

Simply Just Me!!!!

A little piece of Thanksgiving

I thought I would write a little blog in the spirit of Thanksgiving, but as i sit here to type I dont have much in mind to write but of simple things I am thankful for. So it may look just like a list, it may turn into some big blog, I am not sure but we will just wait and see. So here I go....

I am thankful for my family! I know we may not be perfect but we have our moments of crazy random fun, our serious ones and yes even drama, but it wouldnt make us as strong as we are if we had not gone through it all. 

I am thankful for my friends! I may not have an endless supply but the friends I do have mean so much to me!!! They have stuck with me through my good and bad times, there to encourage me and gave me a shoulder to cry on when I needed it!!! I love them all to death.

I am thankful for all the opportunities I have had in life! Whether it be a job or a learning experience, I am greatful. Any thing given in my life I have learned to be happy with and I am...

I am thankful for my freedom and liberty to do as I please!!! That includes me being able to freely love God and go to the best church ever! I can freely go out and have fun without having to worry about being attacked or bombed. Daily I pray for the people going through all of that in other countries.

I am thankful for life!!! There have probably been a bunch of times I should have died, many times I stupidly tried to take my own, but I am glad i am still here. Dealing with Diabetes and Depression have been a major struggle but I am getting through it day by day... I am glad that i have come this far in life, if I hadnt then I would have never had met some of my friends, met my boyfriend and had the life experiences that I have had. Life is but a vapor so I am choosing to live it to the fullest and be.......

Simply Just Me!!!!

Introducing me....

I am not a professional writer, but I make do with what is giving to me inspirationally... One day I hope to write a book helping young women like myself and let them know that they are not alone... I hope you enjoy my future post, as they will be times of venting, inspired poetry, or insights on certain aspects of my life. I am not in need for negativity, so if your goal is to be cruel and negative, please leave my page. I respect you as much as you respect me. Its not an earning system, (I have nothing but respect till disrespect is given) its a losing system.  So I bid thee P.L.U.R (Peace Love Unity Respect)
                                   Alley