We All Have A Story To Tell

I have always been a big believer in love and happiness... But on the contrary, I never believed I would ever be in love or happy.... I let other peoples problems and situations scare me away from finding true love and happiness.... I dated guys who I knew would never match up to me so that way it would end.... I looked for things about them that would permit me to dump them because it was a bad habit or just plainly annoying.... I didn't realize I was doing this until now....

But on a Nice warm August day (7-7-11), that all changed.... I met a deceiver... He made me feel like I was the only one... 

Now, dont get me wrong...  I wasnt always depressed and dark but I was close to it... He just made me believe in true love.... I fell more and more in love with him each day. I know God is supposed to be my first love and he is but in person to person meaning he was my one and only... I know, I know, I'm making it sound like we are a fairytale couple, which we are not. We were making our own "fairytale". However, we are like every other couple who has their disagreement and fights but what is love without a little war? 

Right now he was gone miles away for work but I feel like our bond is growing stronger. I guess absence does make the heart grow fonder... You might think I'm crazy for saying this but Mike was my life... What I mean by that is that I couldnt see my future with anyone before and now I cant see my future without him.... We have both agreed on forever, which if you knew me a year ago, I would Never agree to it. But like I say, love makes you do crazy things...

I know I seem so confident in all this but dont get me wrong, I am scared to death. This is a new territory for me, I have never been in love before. (Except for God) I have never put my faith in anyone other than God. So taking this step of faith with Mike was new and exciting and scary all at the same time... But Im glad I took that new step in life with him. And I am really glad and relieved that he can deal with my crazy self.

Let me render a little thought, its just an itty bitty thing on my mind.... About a boy and a girl trying to take on the world, one kiss at a time. Now the funny thing about it is that the story is mine and I hope i can say that it ends up just fine. We all want to know how it ends. Happily ever after is how i would like it to end, and so far it appears that way. Im not saying its was going to be cinderella perfect but it will be alley and mike perfect... We are just a boy and a girl who want to take on the world and we want to get caught happy and in love... We were giving it a shot and taking a big leap of idk what what to call it... And I see it going good!!!

We have a story to tell.... Wether we want to or not, of love and all its glory. Not one person is excluded, we ALL have a story to tell... The only question people ask is "Do I end up happy?" People should ask what they can do to improve their happiness.... Life isnt about finding happiness, its about making the best of what you have and when it comes to love, he had helped me do that indeed...

In all of this, I can only hope that I have friends and family who were happy for mike and I and cheering us on. But that part of the story is yet to be played out... We shall see.... But on the other side of things, It doesnt matter if you agree with us and our love, this was how it was meant to play out. We were just attempting to head into our Happily Ever After....