Tired and have a headache 😣😴💤😣! I feel like I'm not going to make it! I might die 💀!

I haven't been feeling very well this week so I think I am going to die soon. I'm afraid to tell my mom. I don't know what her reaction is going to be so I don't say anything. I don't want to scare her because she has already lost my dad. I just feel so bad 😭. If I die, she will be forced to live with my sister and be a live in babysitter and I won't stand for that!!! That's not fair to Mom 😒 it's ridiculous!!! I don't want to die, I don't want to keep having headaches and feeling tired. I want to feel healthy and energetic! I want to be skinny!

Annoyed

My mother is back to her old habit AGAIN,HOARDING!!! And I just can't seem to have her break this old habit, it scares me and annoys me at the same time, I don't know how to shake her out of it! The last person to shake her out of it was my Dad (may he rest in peace) and I don't think I am strong minded like him to do it! Lord help me not to go crazy with being annoyed with my mother about her Hoarding and bless me with the wisdom to understand why she feels the need to hoard. In your mighty NAME 😇 🙌 🙏! AND being a MEAN PERSON I never thought that she would be like this to ME!!! I'm her oldest daughter, I didn't get married the first chance I had to a guy I barely knew from Facebook! I'm looking for my man of God😇 🙌!!! Unlike my sister, she just seen an opportunity to get out of the house and took it... But why punish me for my sisters choice? That's why I'm ANNOYED!!!

So mad!!!

Ok, so I was browsing through Facebook and I happen to come across my "cousins" picture of her and her baby son and I simply commented that he looked like his father if I had seen his father's hair, well she comes back at me with a snarky comment about look who's talking" and I didn't mean anything rude by my comment but, then the next thing I know is her mom is chiming in being really rude and mean to me threatening me, telling me that no wonder why my Ex Juan's family wants to kick my ass, and numerous other things. Well my "cousin" Tianna called me and told me that her mom is no longer welcome at her house. Well she had been lying to her side of the family the entire time about Tianna and her husband claiming that they didn't have many groceries in the house or they didn't have electricity which from my understanding, they did and her husband would buy food and eat food bring it home and eat it in front of the kids. I don't believe Z is that type of a father who would do that to his kids. But I know my cousin Tianna I love her and I forgive her for what she said to me on Facebook but I seen pictures in Instagram of her hanging out with her mom when she claims she doesn't want anything to do with her. She is lying to me!!! I can't believe it!!! My mom warned me about her, she is just like her mom! Lying, coniving, and deceitful. I am just surprised.