It's not even that hard!!!

It's not even that hard to realize people that I am a grown woman and I do have needs!!! I have wants and desires that every other person does,I am human!!! Hello!!!? I have sexual wants and desires,needs if you will, but nobody let's me act out on them because they are afraid I might get shot or stabbed if I go out after dark! 🙄🤦🏽‍♀ Oh brother! I'm 33 years old people,if it wasn't for the stroke,I would have my own place by now and probably have a husband if I wasn't so picky about the men I date or have sex with... I do have a preference to be honest and I am not going to lie!!! 😂💯😏 To pass the time while inside,I read erotic tales of love and different things like that, pining for the day I can find my day and own release for that euphoric chapter of my life. I hope and pray for the day I have my happy ending with my handsome man in a Suit! Or Scrubs. Erotic tales of pleasure! That's my bliss!!! 😈💦💯

S'all good!!!

I feel like I was having a streak of bad luck this past few weeks but,I honestly have no idea why my brain is telling me that?!?! 🤷🏽‍♀😔 I don't know how my brain was lying to me 🤨! But at the end of the day, through everything I go through, I tell myself, S'all good!!! 👍🏽 😊 🥰 😋 💯

This week 🤫

I'm so nervous about what's coming this week!!! 😂 💯 🤫 I don't know how to act should I act normal and like I am not physically nervous about it when it's getting done??? 🙄 🤷🏽‍♀ Should I be scared when it's happening? I don't know!!! I don't even know if it's happening this weekend or not!!! He might have the kids this weekend too!!! So I'm not going to get my hopes up. 🥱 🙇🏽‍♀ 🤷🏽‍♀ 🥺 🙅🏽‍♀ 🤦🏽‍♀ I have a lot of emotions going through my mind right now and I don't know how to deal with them!!! 🤦🏽‍♀ 💯 I just know that I loved him first!!! 😂 😡 💯 So ex wife better not even try to get upset because I had him first,it's just I didn't want to have sex with him because I was still a virgin,and she already had a daughter. 😂 🙄 slut... But I'm not physically a virgin anymore😂 and I am up for trying things... and we are going to try to give it another go this time... See where things lead but not to marriage because I refuse to marry a man with kids already!!! 💯