This week 🤫

I'm so nervous about what's coming this week!!! 😂 💯 🤫 I don't know how to act should I act normal and like I am not physically nervous about it when it's getting done??? 🙄 🤷🏽‍♀ Should I be scared when it's happening? I don't know!!! I don't even know if it's happening this weekend or not!!! He might have the kids this weekend too!!! So I'm not going to get my hopes up. 🥱 🙇🏽‍♀ 🤷🏽‍♀ 🥺 🙅🏽‍♀ 🤦🏽‍♀ I have a lot of emotions going through my mind right now and I don't know how to deal with them!!! 🤦🏽‍♀ 💯 I just know that I loved him first!!! 😂 😡 💯 So ex wife better not even try to get upset because I had him first,it's just I didn't want to have sex with him because I was still a virgin,and she already had a daughter. 😂 🙄 slut... But I'm not physically a virgin anymore😂 and I am up for trying things... and we are going to try to give it another go this time... See where things lead but not to marriage because I refuse to marry a man with kids already!!! 💯